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The Fast Unstable Path

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It's like living with my eyes half closed,
Looking at life through a dazed perspective;
I can't see my face in the transparent mirror,
But I can't see through the mirror that's reflective.

I can feel my breath, I must be alive;
I can't feel my heartbeat; am I dead?
Maybe I'm day dreaming as I lie down,
Maybe I'm dusk-waking as I sit up right;
My mind is walking through the twilight of time,
Too early for morning, but too late for night.

I can't tell if I need to get some sleep;
Maybe I've been awake far too long.
Inject some life into me,
And see if my heart can take it.

I know. I fucking know.
It's the stress that's killing me.
Anxiety is breaking me down.
I need to slow down for my sanity.
I just don't know how.
I just don't know how.

And the hardest fucking part,
About the rapid breaking of my heart,
And the fast decline of my sanity?
Is that almost no one is trying to stop me.
Having a bit of a rough time at the moment. Actually, it's been going on for about three, four months now.
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